Wednesday, January 5, 2011

hopeless or hopeful--- I dont knw?!

Now, in these jobless times .... being "hope-less" is better or being "hopeful"... "hope-less" by making attempts to to finding a job and not getting it or being "hopeful" that you will succeed in getting a job one day soon...

left US hoping to find a job in homeland... but homeland doesn't provide me with a job here .... according to Mr. Chankaya ... " Do not inhabit a country where you cannot earn your livelihood, have no friends, or cannot acquire knowledge"... keeping friends and knowledge aside ... which i think i gained enough to "showoff".. livelihood is one factor which prompted me to come back... but if my home-country is also not gonna give me a livelihood according to neeti shastra do i leave this country too and head somewhere else?.. and there too if nuthing works then where should i stop .. (but then if i have the money to travel to so many countries then why not invest in a blue chip company funds and relax??- a random thought)... its soo bloody confusing ... yet so clear ... am i going crazy?... i dont knw !....

have i taken the right decision ..... do i not know ?...

Will I be here or as the written in my "Jatakam" ... i shall stay out .. i dun know .. i dun know even if i believe in all that too ...

But i believe in one thing ... that whatever i go i will excel in it ... and that i am pretty sure about!-- oh why do i knw?

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